Deep Calls Too DeepOver the years, I’ve always felt I had a great relationship with the Lord. I was told I was a gifted child. I would hear things or see people that weren’t there. My grandmother Letha Mae would tell me that it was a gift from God, that he would one day use me to HELP (healing everything life presents) people. Yes, what a life to live! For that reason, I stayed close to God as I could. I lived in much fear and silence in an upside-down world that never stopped turning. The tears I shed and the rejection I witnessed became my personal testimony.I felt I needed to keep this a secret. In order to do so, I talked less. I would dream, and the next day, I would be walking into my dream. They sometimes dictated my day. As a child, I’ve always wanted to just grow up, live my life, get married, and have children with God being the center. I’m living in a world they say is normal, which seems to take me on a different path in life.The comfort I find in God is that he loves me and he cares for me and I’m always on his mind. His favor follows me, and I can’t do anything about it. So I choose to love him back. Knowing that he knew me before I was in my mother’s womb is amazing to me. The safety of his love takes my fears away as I crawl upon his lap and let him be my God.What I want you to see in my writings is that no matter what you’ve gone through or where you’ve been, he can’t help but love you. We are to serve and walk in love. It’s notes all the time, but it gets easier with the Lord’s help. It is a learned behavior to choose and do it!I remembered hearing people call out for help. Yet when I looked around, everyone would appear to be very happy. I believe then God was guiding me in a path of faith. Deliverance and healing I’m experiencing now in ministry. The biggest challenge is to hear someone calling for HELP and not finding the voice that carries such pain.I fasted and praye
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